Sunday, December 17, 2006
Like a star
I'm in love with this song by Corinne Bailey Rae called 'Like a Star'. You can listen to it at the 'Repeated Noise' section. Lovely.
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
You are my morning glory.
It will not change. Ever.
what's the sense in waiting?
~11:57 PM~
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Dream Noise
This is what Mew does to you. It makes you think of crazy solutions. A good place to run to. A great inspiration. A motivator for your desires. I want to dream more.
Something goes wrong and all I sought was happiness.
All I love Shespider.
See. There I'm going crazy just listening to Mew. If I listen to this when I'm asleep, I bet I will feel even more high than Mary Jane.
I am alright, thank you. They are my comforting sounds besides other voices. Hey, I'm not hallucinating although that would be an ideal solution to all the insanity that one is being.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:53 PM~
The hider
I beckoned you.
It's not me.
What I do affects you.
This can't be happening.
I want to.
But time doesn't.
Skin doesn't help.
Neither does values.
Wrench me.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:50 PM~
Delusional
You had two freaking minds!
And you made no use of it, you scum!
You had four hands and two bodies.
Yet you couldn't be in two places!
You couldn't move. How could you not!
You had the ability to see through.
But in my darkest hour you did not see me through.
My darkest light.
Begone!
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:45 PM~
The sad clown
You are the blamer.
I am the blamee.
You tried to teach me to be generous and selfless.
Yet you tear me down when things are not right.
Ride away in your car to your lover.
We've all changed.
Sadly, for the worse.
You don't know me.
I don't know either.
You try to
but fail sadly.
All you want is for me to be altruistic.
I will be if I had a ferret to love.
So what does a silly furry being got to do with that!
I can squeeze it with all the bad things buzzing internally.
Yes, I can become who you want me to be. The good role.
Will I gleam?
No. The pain of being one will be overflowing.
Will I obey. I will try to.
Anything to get me out of here.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:22 PM~
Severed in the membrane
Ladiyadiyadiya. Boo. Blek. *Bop bop bop*. Boo! Blek! blahdilalidila...
Are you my lady, are yoU!
Will you be around to stand my abnormal conditions?
Will you put your head into the sand?
Will you let the lion sleep?
Will you answer me truthfully?
Will You be my LADY!
Insane I go without you.
I scream my love. My love for you. LALALALALALALA!!
Oh, that felt good.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:12 PM~
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Ringbo
If you are thinking about having fun in Australia, no OZ for you.
You shall now experience the Boring Ming.
What a lovely vacation.
I am the new ringbo.
*Yawn*
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:17 AM~
Great
Idyl I've never had by TheCryBaby
Look. She's got an ugly fugly starfish stuck on her hair. It looks like spin.
You might get traumatised and develop some phobia or disorder in three months or few years time. You should go see Dr ??. You've changed after the fall. Bad things have been occuring. Maybe you shouldn't go to Australia.
Whee! What bliss.
Let there be cushions
Swarming the hard floor
To soothe the impact
of her descent.
Too bad too sad.
Too late.
It was the best risk she took.
what's the sense in waiting?
~12:03 AM~
Monday, December 11, 2006
Milly Quote of the Week
"You're so full of bs."
*grin*
what's the sense in waiting?
~9:47 AM~
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Contradicted
Smiles of discomfort with lilac roses
was a picture of perfection.
The black dress coated her body
like honey.
Jadis fitted the idea
of the lady in black
But deep inside
she was pure white.
what's the sense in waiting?
~11:21 PM~
Caught
The daughter curled up inside.
She was told to be a man.
To hide.
Hide her insecurity.
The girl trembled inside.
She couldn't control her anxiety.
To blind.
To blind herself.
what's the sense in waiting?
~5:27 PM~
Friday, December 08, 2006
Entity
The toys you gave
Became hard
The fake flowers
lost their colour.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:38 AM~
Scissors
Come to me
You said.
I am your refuge.
I am your peace.
Get depressed
I said.
You are my wrecked ship.
You are my void.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:36 AM~
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Friend
It's foreign to me.
It doesn't feel right.
I feel so bad.
I made no effort at all except maybe to think.
I should have tried.
It's too late.
Why. I'm sorry, Rubin.
what's the sense in waiting?
~10:16 PM~
Warning Sign
Blahdiblah...
It's over. Yes, the lab report. I'm such a sloth.
*Sings: Don't I hold you like you want to be....(Or rather wailing/howling)*
Oh you make me so high...
I think I'm going crazy. No! I already am. Yes, I have reached the stage of self-actualization! Praise psychology!
What slander am I writing!
Forgive me.
what's the sense in waiting?
~7:49 PM~
